Am I running on a wrong path?

Days No.20.13th,December,2008.Saturday.cloudy,not cold.Jiangmen City.
Mr.T. said I was not a dedicated guy. I didn't deny.
I know I am,but only for something I love.

I am a bit upset,not only because I hate what i am doing,but also everything around seem contrary to what I believe,what I respect.I feel myself sitting alone on a tiny island,while everyone think i am living under the water. I look up,try to wonder "Is there anyone in this world,anyone,have the same mentality as mine?"i would like to buy him or her a drink,have a little chat.

No...i gotta get out of here.My world is not supposed to be like this.

I am always confident.My confidence comes from my ambition,desires and calmness. But i am a little confused at this time. "Am I running on a wrong path?"

"You will get farther to the destination if you were on a wrong way,even if you were running."

I am not afraid to pay,but I am afraid to pay for something wrong.

God,how much i wish myself can dedicate all i have on that i've been dreaming of.Just float with wind.I don't care how i will end up,at least I am fighting for something i love,something makes me feel solid.

Questions when 26

how am i going to live the rest of my life?where is my friend?am i too selfish?what is love?did i ever love someone?are all the girls not right for me,or i am asking too much?when can i start to go after my dream?where should i go for it?and how?how can i be rich?is it a good way to make money?does it work?am i too lazy?how can i change that?how much money do i need?why i am alone?is it something wrong with me?why i still don't have six pack abs?why i have zero saving account?am i spending too much for uselessness?how are my parents?what would i do if they're gone?where is my future wife?how is she doing right now at this moment?am i faking too much?what is real me?can i have a son?where am i going to settle down?when can i leave this city?why am i always alone?do i like it?how will i be when i am 30?am i going to be sexier if i lost 10kg more?why is my face bigger than others?how far will my dream take me to?

"Shaken,not stirred"

昨天14说好不容易才摆脱了一个追求她的帅哥。既然是帅哥，为何要摆脱？想必他的外表一定有过人之处，然而肯定在其他某些方面不够“帅”。现在的年代不同了，帅被赋予了更深刻更广泛的定义。有相貌没实力的男人经常被人称作小白脸，时不时还会被人骂到“帅有什么用，消费完了能用你那张脸刷卡呀？”这不是帅，这是可怜。有实力没相貌的在这个时代很受欢迎，大把钱一撒，众女惊呼“帅呆了”，看在钱的份上，再丑的脸也有看习惯的一天。这也不是帅，这是可悲。那么有实力又有长相的一定算是帅哥吗？哎～你很有可能随时被扣上“爆发户”的帽子。到了这个地步，你还得有品位，懂情趣，有格调，会享受，来一杯加冰Martini你要会说："Shaken,not stirred"

哇～这应该是真正的帅了吧？还不一定。有人可能会说你这是虚伪加装B，打心底里看不起你。

那什么才是真正的帅呢？

"Shaken,not stirred" 这是近40年来，20部007电影里雷打不动的一句台词。像一个标志，代表着James Bond的优雅与品位。然而这句台词却没有在Daniel Craig的007里出现。在《Royal Casino》里，服务生问"Shaken or stirred?",气急败坏的Bond低声小吼"Do I look like I give a damn?"。观众先是一惊，然后会心一笑，对了，这才是真正的Bond,James Bond。新版007在欧美不管是票房还是评论都大受欢迎，尤其是女性观众，她们喜欢的不再是俊朗的外表和训练有素的品位，而是新Bond的真实，他们看到的是一个真实的人物，而不是久经乱战身上却一尘不染的童话人物。后来我想这世界最帅的事情也莫过如此了吧。做自己想做的事情，爱自己想爱的人，有自己的格调和品位，不趋炎附势，也不沉迷于金钱与虚荣。做最忠于自己本性的男人，在这个随波逐流的社会里，还有什么比这个更帅的？