Am I running on a wrong path?

Days No.20.13th,December,2008.Saturday.cloudy,not cold.Jiangmen City.
Mr.T. said I was not a dedicated guy. I didn't deny.
I know I am,but only for something I love.

I am a bit upset,not only because I hate what i am doing,but also everything around seem contrary to what I believe,what I respect.I feel myself sitting alone on a tiny island,while everyone think i am living under the water. I look up,try to wonder "Is there anyone in this world,anyone,have the same mentality as mine?"i would like to buy him or her a drink,have a little chat.

No...i gotta get out of here.My world is not supposed to be like this.

I am always confident.My confidence comes from my ambition,desires and calmness. But i am a little confused at this time. "Am I running on a wrong path?"

"You will get farther to the destination if you were on a wrong way,even if you were running."

I am not afraid to pay,but I am afraid to pay for something wrong.

God,how much i wish myself can dedicate all i have on that i've been dreaming of.Just float with wind.I don't care how i will end up,at least I am fighting for something i love,something makes me feel solid.